its tuesday, i don't particularly like tuesdays. Fabian goes back to work the girls are in school. its alone time well as alone as you can get with a baby.

anyway on the MSN home page they were talking about some pics from the hubble telescope. I have seen a few of the pics before but i went to a website and saw a lot.

as always i get to thinking: look at how expansive the universe is. there are galaxies on top of galaxies. there are things out there that man can not grasp. how insignificant we are and how omnipotent we act as a race of humans. everyday there are millions of people (me included) that spend countless hours on meaningless things. meaningless arguments. meaningless judgements.

if we just took a moment to realize that we are only on this planet for a fraction of time. i don't know where we came from or where we go when we die. but i have an idea that we are still part of this ( i cant find a word) this "wholeness" that has no beginning or end. it just is and was and will always be. As a race of beings we spend so much time fighting each other based on religion,race, creed, wealth, where you live, how you live, your car, your house, your beauty. and in the end it doesn't matter because none of those things go with you. i do believe that the energy you develop in this life goes with you. if your just a grump well that grump is by your side til you release it. which is probably why i believe in reincarnation. its a chance to reincarnate your spirit into happiness.

who know, all i do know is that i want live above the shallow and trivial things in this life.

just imagining that there is so much more than this is a humbling experience.

I guess those are my thoughts for the moment. there is more than meets the eye or even the mind.

peace love happiness